've been going through intensive brain washings, in just short period of time. From the coulseller, to the principle, then friends, parents, media, medical consultant, NBAs, networks, teachers, religions, dietitians, phyciatrist etc. One moment 'm lifted, another 'm at the low pit. One moment I thought I was ready to move on, another 'm held back. Just like the roller coasters -One moment 'm at the top of the ride, another 'm dropped down at top speed. I think I can't control my emotions and feelings. No. I have to tell myself that I can. It is so much easier for you to just say. |
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