How is it possible for one person to be so upset? I was upset yesterday, I am upset today, and as much as I wish that I will not be upset tomorrow, I could bet that somehow or rather I am going to be upset tomorrow as well. I don't understand why do I get so upset or how do I get this upset. I suppose nothing major happened and nothing much went wrong. A lot actually stayed the same. I've done a perfect job at keeping things that will hurt me far far away from me. I have been trying to count all my blessings and appreciate what I already have. But despite this arduous self built protection and self counselling, not only did I exhaust myself, I don't feel like anything have improved at all. I am still stuck at feeling the same feelings. Stuck at being as sad as I was ever sad.