Saturday, 22 August 2009

1 1/2.

Because it's you that made my beatless heart pump a thousand rhythms.
Because it's you that I can't feel for another person.
Because it's you that I kept hanging on.
Because it's you that there's always exceptions.
Because it's you that I have no regrets.
Because it's you that I never mind.

I may not be with him, but he’s still my world. He’s still the one thing worth holding onto the true test of love is no matter how long we two go without talking, he will always find a way back into my heart. No matter how hard I try to forget him, I can’t. It’s the little things that mean the most, but break my heart all the same. It’s those times when a song comes on and immediately I cry missing him, wanting him, needing him. Just wishing he thinks about me, and he has never forgot the memories we two have means everything. Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there might be an “us” gives me the strength to hold on that much longer.

You never realize how much you love something until you lose it, and you’re one of the lucky ones if you get it back.

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride, and its not about how you appear, and it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind in confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let yourself free.

To you, I may be a mistake. But to me, you're the only reason to feel right.


P/s: Thank you.

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