've a sudden rush of invincible sadness. It gives me giddiness, nauseous, uncomfortness.. It makes me feel unwanted and helpless and hopeless and and very much alone. I can't keep up to anything. And I lose interest in everything. I hate this feeling; But I guess it loves me so. I try to shake it away; but it keeps to me so close. I don't wanna hurt. But at the same time, I don't wanna regret. Then again I thought, even if 've tried my best, will you be able to see and appreciate it? If love's already gone, It's not fair to lead me on. |
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