it's more like a bed of nails embedding into your flesh.
Why, do people get noticed only for the unpleasant things they do/get?
For instance, you don't see someone that helped an old lady cross the road appearing as the headlines on a news, right? You don't usually get as worked up when you're insulted than you are complimented, right? Your parents usually scolds when you skip school but don't really praise you when you go to school, right?
People usually take things for granted and that's for sure. When everything's right, you expect and demand more and more. Then when there's one setback, you'll get upset, you can't take it and you tend to blame the world.
Often enough, we forgot that the falls from better to worse sometimes is also part of our processes in life. When somebody's healthy and kicking, why don't we hear people asking the how-are-yous as often as to those they know that's ill? Why don't people love you as much as when you're leaving? Why don't people treasure the things they have as they have to let them go?
No wonder people seek the shorter route to get the attentions so badly nowadays.
is just a eight letter word, so is
Bullshit.
A (typical) bulletin post:
When she walks away from you follow her
When she stares at your mouth smile& kiss her
When she pushes you or hit's you hug her tight
When she starts cursing at you say i love you
When she's quiet hold her hand and ask what's wrong
When she ignores you act cute so she'll notice you
When she pulls away pull her back
When you see her at her worst tell her you love her and she still looks amazing
When you see her start crying hug her& ask her what's wrong
When you see her walking away approach her& give her a kiss on her cheek
When she's scared assure her you're not going to leave her
When she lays her head on your shoulder tilt your head too& hold her hand
When she steals your favorite hat let her keep it
When she teases you tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time reassure her that everything is ok
When she looks at you with doubt back yourself up
When she says that she likes you she really does more than you could understand
Trust her cause she meant her words
When she grabs at your hands hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you bump into her back& hug her
When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes don't look away until she does
When she misses you she's hurting inside
When you break her heart her pain never really go away
When she says its over she still wants you to be hers
When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her
Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
Treat her like she's all that matters to you
Stay up all night with her when she's sick
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
Give her the world
Let her wear your clothes
Buy her presents even if it's not an occasion
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
Let her know she's important
Kiss her in the pouring rain
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you should say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
if not.....
Ditch his sorry ass and find
someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
They say girls are difficult creatures but I guess 'm starting to understand that we're not that complex after all.
In fact, girls are simple, really.
nowhere to run...........
then what?
Maybe, slowly, I can fade away.
The distance between me and everything else, can be drawn abit futher and abit futher.
And when one day, I lose myself away, nobody'd notice.
Nobody would know. Nobody 'd bother.
The distance between me and everything else, can be drawn abit futher and abit futher.
And when one day, I lose myself away, nobody'd notice.
Nobody would know. Nobody 'd bother.
is the best little book in the world!
"Anything happened?"
"Alot of things happened."
I don't want to be just another digit of humanity in this universe.
"Alot of things happened."
I don't want to be just another digit of humanity in this universe.
Let's see..
Nothing?
Yes, that would be it.
Exactly. Nothing.
Am I still just barely participating in my own life?
Why, yes, without a doubt.
Am I still torn between blaming myself for everything that's wrong in the world and not giving a shit about anything at all?
Seems like it.
I used to be so full of questions, thoughts, worries, semi philosophic rants and other things that belongs on that shelf. I am all out. All I have left is answers. Answers that bore me to death with all their negativity, yet does not seem to bring me down. Heapfuls of solutions on how to improve life/mood/the world/whatever it might be that needs improvement, that I don't bother going through with.
There is only one thing I have cared about for as long as I can remember -I can't figure that out either. Can't say I'm surprised. But I'm getting tired of it. Again? Still? I don't know. Yet it is the only thing I keep doing, no matter what might happen; repeating different answers and solutions to the "issue" to myself just to watch me not give a shit and/or fuck up in any other way, and become pissed. Embarrassed. Guilty. Apathetic. Or something else entirely, depending on the day, mood, and level of screw-up.
Old news.
I don't have anything good or fresh to say about this either.
I have no faith that anything is about to change in any way.
I have no faith in anything whatsoever.
It doesn't matter.
This post is such a waste; I obviously have nothing to say at all.
And I don't care even the slightest bit.
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绝
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