I think I now have something to look forward to. I am beginning to love and appreciate my friends and family and the things around me. I now don't curse the morning that much because I can smell the scent of dawn. And in sleepless nights, instead of doing nothing, 'd now go enjoy looking at the city lights. I like hopping on the web to learn about what other's are kicking on and try the new stuffs out myself. I like to view the amazing works of the other human kinds I never knew. And 'd like to get to know new people again. I can't wait to go on a holiday. I can't wait to get my driving license and go on a cross country drive through holiday. I can't wait to enter clubs/pubs, buy alcohol and fags with my own ID.
I can't wait to see how I will grow and where I will be standing in the working society. I mean, I know it might not be good anyhow if I continue skipping schools and such. But still, 'd like to know, 'd like to know what someone that was once so idle and dally and hopeless can become.
Out of all the miseries, there is always a reason to live.