Either blogger hates me or my comp hates the blogger or the world wide web hates either one of them or all of them hates each other. I couldn't log into blogger, I can't even get into blogger.com for the past few days -explains why I haven't been updating recently.

Well, nothing much. I haven't been hanging out as often as I used to be now. No place is fun nor interesting to me anymore -not even the parties I used to love. I had my English prelims yesterday and 'm having my common test papers tomorrow and it's already 3:22am. 've just given up hope on my languages and decided not to continue mugging thus 'm here trying to kill time by contributing to the waste of vulnerable resources which everyone else are taking granted for.

After tomorrow's paper, it's gonna be a short break for me in this supposingly-stressful-term. Also, 'll finally have the time to think about what 've really wanted. I can hardly wait for the holidays -though I knew it'd be holidays for me before it's the holidays officially. If that Death Note curse to die on the 14th (the day after 'm back from my over-seas trip) is for real, everything 'd be so much easier.

I need to breakfree and escape so badly.
No, you don't know.


I fantasize about putting a bullet into my ears so I can have some slice of silence,
just peace and serenity, for me, for me...