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If we ever had a chance to change and turn back on something in this life, anything, what would your's be?
If we ever take a closer look, at the things that we've lost, the things that we have, and the things that we can see thats coming, will we still be the same and choose to take this path/route to where we are standing, right now?
This world, is so big and complicated; This road, is so long and weary.
There are so many things for me and my shoulders to carry. And I often wonder, when, can all this stop?
This world, is so big and complicated; This road, is so long and weary.
There are so many things for me and my shoulders to carry. And I often wonder, when, can all this stop?
Fucking long and tiring day.
Will update/edit post again.
Will update/edit post again.
I am extremly emotionally unstable. I repeat, I. Am. Extremly. Emotionally. Unstable. So you better not get in my way in any way.. unless you are looking for some one to pick a fight with (too). Because now, the slightest shits can make me roll on the floor laughing, crying or even flaming. I wouldn't know what I will do to you or myself. I've lost my own's control. So for your good, be wise and keep away from me. I might kill.
Nope, don't even try to help me out. I think there's only one or two person who can sooth and calm me down. But I doubt you're that lucky one. So fuck off my back. Right now.
Why do I always have to take these Rollar Coaster rides.. which I don't need, at all? All I've wanted was a short little smooth and pretty flat journey on my own or maybe with another here and till the end. But too many times, people came and hold me up high, loses hold, and dropped/threw me down. I could be at the top of the world a moment, and then the bottom most at another. Why are you stealing my heart , breaking my soul 'cause in the end you're gonna let go? I thought faking emotionless 'd help, I was wrong.
No, this mixed emotions ain't fun to deal with.
Everybody needs a time away; Even love needs a holiday.